New Year’s Eve

I haven’t written for a while again, lots has happened. I have seen the psychiatrist, and am on an extra medication,a low dose of an anti psychotic, to ease the tics and it is helping. Still no diagnosis, but mentioned may be ocd with anxiety or ocd with tourettes. I have been signed off work for January. Also heard from occupational health which I found a difficult conversation. Also am having to stop therapy as work will no longer fund it.
But, new year always makes me contemplate and this year is no different. In some ways, on the surface things look worse than ever. I am off work, on anti depressants, anti psychotics and on the bridge of getting at least one diagnosis of mental health concerns….which in logical terms is likely to affect my profession as well as personal life. I get very tired, need a nap each day in order to make it through a full day. But, God has spoken through various ways, all of which speak of the fact he is doing good things. So I need to keep my eyes fixed on him and wait for him to reveal the wonderful things he is doing.