I can be quite up and down, having moments when I really struggle, others when I really have lots of faith and then I feel so ashamed of the moments when I struggle. I often find that things I read really affect me. I can be greatly impacted by encouraging (and discouraging!) things. Might as well make the most of the positive side of that double edged sword!
“And let us not lose heart and grow weary and faint in acting nobly and doing right, for in due time and at the appointed season we shall reap, if we do not loosen and relax our courage and faint.” Galatians 6:9
I need to keep going and not give up! I will reap the benefits if I do that! Take back everything that has been taken, one step at a time. Come on!!! What can I learn through this? How can I best approach this in a positive way?
I read in a devotional by Greg Laurie, “Breakfast with Jesus”, (highly recommended) he talks about 3 different types of storms that come in life: Correcting storms, protecting storms and perfecting storms. A correcting storm, would be a storm in life as a result of disobedience, intended to put you back on the right path- like Jonah faced when he disobeyed God. But as soon as he learnt from his mistakes and repented, the storm stopped. A protecting storm are there for some reason to shield us from something far worse. For example, Abraham was sent into a storm to sacrifice his son, (or so he thought, he didn’t actually have to in the end.) This was to prevent him from making an idol of his son, that was the danger there and God stopped that happening, though it must have been difficult for Abraham in the process it was for his good and he came out of it better, trusting God more etc. A Perfecting storm would be one like Joseph went through. God used hardship to develop Joseph into a real man of God. He could turn to those who had hurt him and say, “You meant evil against me, but God meant it for good.”
I’m not too sure what sort of storm I find myself in….but in essence I’m not sure if it matters, interesting as I found that. The real point for me right now is that there is a purpose in the storm beyond what I can see and I can trust God through it. He has told me I am going to come out of it better off, so I MUST NOT DOUBT THAT, not even for a moment. I am safer with him through any storm, than I am without him in the calmest situation.
“When you pass through the waters, I will be with you, and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned, the flames will not set you ablaze.” Isaiah 43:2